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I am no human candle!

Hello friends, family and other readers I dont know, This blog is about learning to be grateful. One of the hardest lessons Ive ever had to learn. Not wanting to be cliche, but my husband adds a lot of much needed balance and perspective to my selfish and westernised perception of what God should and shouldn't do/be like. Thats a heavy way to start a new blog, but it is what has constantly been put in front of my face lately, so I have had to face it. I recently saw a doctor who had no prior knowledge of my case, and because all the other doctors have been empathetic and sorry for me, I felt sorry for me, and slipped in and out of being the victim. But as I told him my story and expected the sympathy, he abruptly said "NO Lisa". I was kind of in shock but as we went on, I was completely and utterly re-routed in my thinking. I did try to explain that Ive had anxiety forever and that I did actually suffer a lot in my younger years, to that he said,  " you kno...