Is it just me, or is life ridiculously busy right now? Maybe I'm tired. I think we are always busy. Every one always seems tired, or run down or time poor. We live fast don't we. Faster than I ever did as a child. In so many ways it seems so much more productive, and yet in other ways I feel ripped off. Like the other day I had to wait for someone while Bella and I were in the car, and for a second I held her hand. Then I found myself really looking for a long time. I found myself intricately looking over her finger prints, her nail bed, the texture of her skin, softness of her little fingers. I over look that treasure every day. Recently I was having one of those days, where your mind is on fire with thoughts of doubt and heaviness. I'd been feeling pretty gross about the fact that I even need medication to live a normal life, plus the affect it has on my once athletic body, long and short term. I Was being overcome with thoughts about not being the best version ...
A Blog By Lisa McPhee